I should start smiling in pics but im one of those girls who cant pull of a cute smile! LOL
Piercings gross me out
The idea of piercings sicken me, no offense to anyone. And its weird cause this is coming from someone who used to just stick needles through myself like it was nothing. Now i cringe when i see people with huge gauges in their ears or decorative facial piercings. Its just too much for me now, which is also weird hearing this come from me because i used to find guys with piercings so attractive and my exboyfriend had snakebites and loved piercings too. Maybe thats how i originally got into liking piercings, but i just cant stand the sight of them anymore. After my left ear holes closed up, i couldnt find myself even wanting to repierce it, cringing at the thought of a needle going through my ear. I used to use this big safety pin to pierce myself. And sometimes when i was upset with myself or he mad at me, i’d purposely undo the holes and repierce them again to experience the pain. People thought i was emo coming to school with pins in me. I’d get mad but now i see it as the same as they had…its scary and horrifying seeing someome okay with doing insane things like that. I have so many scars now and it disgusts me. I know its odd..but from being a girl who wanted nearly every piercing from facial ones to hip and belly piercings, i absolutely cringe at the thought of any piercing now. Even on friends…its like ruining your complexion.
I believe in karma. What you give is what you get returned. I believe you can’t appreciate real love until you’ve been burned. I believe the grass is greener on the other side. I believe you don’t know what you’ve got until you have to say goodbye. But the struggles make you stronger and the changes make you wise and happiness has it’s own way of taking it’s sweet time. Life isn’t always beautiful, but it’s a beautiful ride.
(Source: wordsandlyrics)
Weeehehehe kawaii editing FTW XD at last. Half day tomorow then no school on friday! Gotta resume to studying for geometry test tomorow tho ;/ well at least I get all the internet privileges back after this :P haven’t been online to talk to my peeps in awhile.ahh can’t wait. CAMPING this weekend! :D
And then I stopped.
I stopped checking my phone to see if you texted me. I stopped looking at my facebook to see if you messaged me. I stopped caring. Why should I care if you don’t even put in effort to talk to me. I’ve tried and tried to talk to you but all you are good at is ignoring me. So I stopped trying.
(Source: brookeelisee)
holy diarrhea…..my hair used to be SO SHORT last year. O_O i guess i have to stop getting so mad when others ask if i’m wearing extensions this year because my hair has grown to below my breasts already..and compared to these pics thats a whole lot of hair. looking back i feel so ugly..probs the most hideous freshman in our school and i could see why i couldn’t have any guys liking me. but eh, i honestly do miss being carefree. although i haven’t straightened or curled my hair in 5 months, it feels so damaged from since when i began over-burning my hair daily around mid-year of last year. i look weird and fat..i know. thats too unfortunate that i’m still an oddball ! bahaha
Ahh. Finally a break from all this studying this past week . Took my last chinese exam today at chinese school. I’ll miss it so much…10 years and this is my last. I graduated last year but I decided to register to learn mandarin with 3 of my close friends. We might all become Teachers assistants if we make the interview, but other than that its been a good long amount of years. I made it in second place for overall school academic excellence. Ha my super smart over achiever friend ALWAYS manages to beat me at that -.- well anyways today was nice, warm and sunny so I decided to take a break from studying. Walked to the park and this little girl of 4 years old began taking to me for nearly an hour. She told me her sister didn’t let her play with her because she was just a “baby”. I felt so bad so I sat there holding a convo with a little girl who couldnt even pronounce my name for like an hour. She was such a cutie and although it was hard for me to talk innocently to young children, she was the sweetest thing. She kept telling me she hopes to see my again at the parj. She laughed at my sisters name “andrea” and callled her antoine LOL. My sister was so silent FOR ONCE because she doesn’t know how to act normal other than her usual pervy weird side and didn’t want to badly influence the kid lolol. She was sad to see us leave and I felt so bad. After, my sis and I went to dunkin donuts to munch on donuts and sweet iced tea. Of course mu sister treated me bahaha. Shes not a shopaholic like me and has a secret like $400 stash of cash in her possession. I wish I could save money that easily, but I spend it all on …food….yes, in most cases -.- either that or I treat people to icecream alot after school. But I love making people happy even though I go broke from it XD they say you cant buy love/happiness, but icecream makes all merry :3 ha well anyways I now have a little sunburn on mt shoulders :( even though I sprayed a shitload of sunblock. But otherwise, today was a great day…ahh..now back to studying :/
Imagine if things worked out differently, before now, in an alternate universe of some sort. Pretend you weren’t enemies with them. Like, if you went to the same elementary school as them and were friends. Imagine your life was different and you actually got to know them, really know them, NOT…
About me
hey there :) this is my personal blog about my boring life. i'm valerie. call me valeey if you wish. an exboyfriend gave me that nickname and i'm actually starting to love it and lots of my friends call me that now XD. well i'm a hello kitty obsessed freak and quite an oddball. i love glittery things a bit too much and fashion and beauty. i'm sensitive but outgoing if that makes sense? haha i'll probs be one of the most insane girls you'll ever meet. i might seem like a girly girl and i'm highly known for it around town, but secretly i can be vulgar and inappropriate so ...watch out! >:D i'm immature but i want to grow up at the same time..its hard bro >.< i legit have the mind of a 10 yr old.
